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My Little Armalite by librarian-of-hell
My Little Armalite
Fun lil drawing of an AR-15 based on this song:

Obsession in full swing :)
The Consolation of Philosophy

I paint the emptiness with beautiful colors,
but they fade as they spark, like a twilight reflection -
or like life, trapped in the birth-death cycle,
meandering on paths of natural selection.
In the pursuit of mysterious light,
my feet stumble into pits even darker -
but bitter seas carry happy flotsam,
and the breakers bear a touch of forever.


Who will gather the dry bones of the stars
when the last of them burns out and dies?
Who will remember the comet's glowing fears
that she ran from with hair down 'cross the skies?
Will there be a god to sweep the dust
of his creation into the bin - and sigh,
reflecting on his own transience, feeling
the wind of dissolution brushing nigh?

Deserter of the Gender War

Fleeting moments weigh like stone
on gossamer dreams -
meat and gristle, blood and bone
knotted up with screams.
Flesh-wound, flesh-wand - 'tis the same;
so why do we play the game?
Or is there a difference -
for peace, no genetic chance?
The answers might never come -
but until then, there is one
ray of light forged in blue steel
that can all fetters unseal.
I've steel and lead and love to hold -
these stupid games leave me cold.
nebulous feels
I always doubt if I'm a man enough because of these random emotions. :-/

Doubt is a brood of snakes
slithering deep into pits of love to poison them -
but wrapped in my crystal clear
liquid security blanket, I don't hear
your screaming insults crashing as you fling them
towards my poorly shielded heart.
Yet I do hear wounded Erin wailing
bloodstained songs across the foggy miles -
history is bad for my health, it seems.
But if health is what you want, I cast it
to the four winds, let it be devoured
by the echoes of the dead's emotions
and freedom's howl as it flies to the skies.
Keep on breeding snakes -
I have befriended an angry mongoose
in the dark forest you loathe so much for
not understanding its intricacies -
red righteous wrath to my violet glow
to dispel blackest night and outshine days
when you were stronger, all those years ago.
I have no helicopter, but my wings
grew anxiously to avoid being clipped - again -,
and I don't need hunger to set me free.
This time, the iron lady has to yield.

Love Poem In Blood

Ruby rivers running down
snowy hills of wonder -
open your veins, my beloved,
for the thirsty trav'ler.
Lapping like a loyal dog,
I'll drink and be merry -
for a moment, my beloved,
I'll be your Charon's ferry.
A glimpse of the shores of bliss
is, for now, all I proffer -
but if you wish, a deeper slice...
and you're Death's finest daughter.
I always keep writing about the same things. lol
Tribal dragon by librarian-of-hell
Tribal dragon
Simple tribal dragon design with pseudo-Chinese "letter".
I'm just gonna leave this out here and let it speak for itself.

Please, check it out if you care about good literature.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Cruachan
  • Reading: Ten Men Dead (David Beresford)
  • Playing: Bubble Witch Saga
  • Eating: Coldcuts
  • Drinking: in two days :)


Lilla Bertalan
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Not exactly a hobbyist, but therapeutic writing wasn't an option. Self-doubting white girl with a tendency to obsess over stuff, which I take out on... formerly paper, nowadays my DA page.
As long as you don't attempt to "cheer me up" or get all religious on me, we'll get along well. Tell me what's your poison and I... won't exactly tell who you are, but pour you a round and tell a good story, 'kay?

Current Residence: Győrzámoly
deviantWEAR sizing preference: L
Favourite music: see :P
Favourite style of art: pretty much anything BUT anime
Operating System: Ubuntu
Skin of choice: white, nicely scarred
Favourite cartoon character: Hawkgirl, Martian Manhunter, Wolverine, Simon's Cat
Personal Quote: "Meow."

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Skaramine Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favalanche!
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Just returning the favor. :P
Skaramine Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Private-3D-Arts Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave :kiss:
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Welcomeow :)
Skaramine Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the favoriting of my penguin guy
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Epic fowl. :)
TimesFire90 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave!
kurthutch74 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Nice profile picture. It's nice seeing the symbol of Dixie and nobody trying to censor it.
librarian-of-hell Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ahh, they have been *trying* all right... ;)
And I'm not even from there but I like the attitude/lifestyle and...actually, they had a point regarding #10.

Check out my "fanfic" about the war in my gallery, it's in a separate folder called Mortal Sins. :)
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