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1) Average humans swallow empty promises every four years, blow up their neighbor over a work of fiction, can't tell genuine disinterest from "playing hard to get" (or "play hard to get" while completely willing to give in), lie through their teeth and call it being considerate, care more about a talentless cunt's twerking performance than their own fundamental rights, and are more than happy to ostracize you as mentally ill if you don't exhibit these very same behaviors. Don't be a goddamn average human. It's over-fuckin-rated.
2) I almost lost a friend over this, but can't shut up about it. If you are a parent, and your kid is over 21... you are not a parent any longer. Your "child" is no longer a child. You may still work together in an economic unit and choose to stay in the same household or run the same company, or anything mutually beneficial like that, but you have no right to treat them as anything but a person fully capable of making independent decisions. Even if you disagree with their lifestyle or other choices, if you force them to take medication in order to make them behave in a way you find more agreeable, you have forfeit the right to be spared from the same treatment. If you can't treat other human beings decently, you do not deserve to be treated decently. Simple as that.
3) This is not my own text but I agree with it, so here goes, on the whole Paris thing:
"I’ve got nothing to say about Paris that I haven’t said twice already in this year alone. It just keeps happening and nothing changes. Muslims kill and maim European civilians in their own cities by the dozen and sometimes by the hundred. Left-wing liberals around the world, in an astounding display of priority, show more sympathy to Muslims than to the victims - with slogans and hashtags galore - #NotAllMuslims, #I'llRideWithYou, #TerrorismHasNoReligion, etc. World leaders pretend to be devastated while continuing to make things worse for their own people with reckless immigration policies, and for Muslims abroad with destructive interventionist foreign policies. A significant variety of right-wingers, conservatives, and nationalists are shown to be invariably correct about their positions - but are ultimately demonised in the media even more than the apologetics and sometimes more than the attackers themselves. It’s gotten rather boring now."
My addition:
Again, if you can't tell the difference between consensual and non-consensual killing, and even worse, can't discern between the real world and a long-dead Bronze Age dude's power fantasies, you have forfeit the right to be taken seriously as a human and are worth using as target practice for people who are new to gun culture, and a source of food for decent people who are starving. I don't care what religion you are, or what ethnicity you are, if you refuse to integrate into a country you chose to live in, you're a hypocritical fucktard.
Saying that all Muslims weren't responsible is not enough. It should be the first step towards separating out those who were and are responsible for any attacks (and other things, such as the culturally sanctioned abuse of women), and bringing them to justice. It would help the peaceful Muslims too, not just the rest of us.
Burzum shirt, sweatpants, boxers, fuzzy slippers.
2:Ever been in love?
Unfortunately yup.
3:Ever had a terrible breakup?
By extension, yup.
4:How tall are you?
5'4" (164)
5:How much do you weigh?
Last time I checked, 94 kg. (207)
6:Any tattoos that you want?
Too many to fit on my skin
7:Any piercings that you want?
Nipples, maybe.
8TP?
Mickey Knox and Mallory Wilson.
9:Favorite Show?
Currently Bones I guess.
10:Favorite bands?
Lifelover, Burzum, Dissection, Tool, Cruachan, The Dubliners.
11:Something you miss?
Not caring what the price tag is on stuff.
12:Favorite song?
Changes by the moment, so, whatever.
13:How old are you?
In body, 26. In spirit, about 200.
14:Zodiac sign?
Gemini. I don't really live up to it, lol.
15:Hair Color?
Brown. Too lazy to change it.
16:Favorite Quote?
"I mean, what good is life without liberty?" - Dr. Jack Kevorkian
17:Favorite singer?
It's a draw between Per Yngve Dead Ohlin & Kurt Cobain.
18:Favorite color?
Black. Muahaha.
19:Loud music or soft?
Depends on my mood. I'm usually in a loud mood, though.
20:Where do you go when you’re sad?
My bed. Or a porn site. Or both.
21:How long does it take you to shower?
20 minutes or so.
22:How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
If I get enough caffeine, 10 minutes. If I don't... 10 hours.
23:Ever been in a physical fight?
Who hasn't? Seriously!
24:Turn on?
Blue lips and empty eyes.
25:Turn off?
Long nails. Do I even need to explain?
26:The reason I joined Tumblr?
Someone recommended it, so I tried. Then got stuck.
27:Fears?
All of my fears basically boil down to loss of freedom.
28:Last thing that made you cry?
Can't even remember.
29:Last time you cried?
Ditto. It's been a while.
30:Meaning behind your url
I assume you mean my tumblr url, artfulhomicide. Well, it's kinda self-explanatory - (consensual, of course) homicide done in an artful manner. You know, my favorite thing.
31:Last book you read?
I read about three books simultaneously...lol...
32:Last song you listened to?
Men Behind The Wire, about the 666th time. Fuck yeah, freedom fighters.
33:Last show you watched?
Trying to watch Firefly, but...well, my patience is lacking. Even though it's so damn good.
34:Last person you talked to?
Dad I guess.
35:The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
LOL...strictly professional.
36:Favorite food?
Anything Thai, it seems.
37lace you want to visit?
Highgate, London.
38:Last place you were?
My bed?
39o you have a crush?
Yep. A dead one, naturally.
40:Last time you kissed someone?
A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away...
41:Last time you were insulted and what was it?
Who the fuck remembers, most people, even my homies, insult me by the minute. No fucks given. It happens. Sometimes it's even justified.
42:What color underwear are you wearing?
Dark blue.
43:What color shirt are you wearing?
Black. What else?
44:What color bottoms are you wearing?
Grey.
45:Wearing any bracelets?
Naw. Not wearing much jewelry at all since I've figured out that my incessant itches are caused by nickel.
46:Last sport you played?
Chopping wood counts?
47:Last song you sang?
Men Behind The Wire, again. Yep. Obsessed much.
48:Last prank call you remember doing?
I've never done a prank call. One of my calls was accidentally judged to be a prank call, but damn it, when you tell me to call you at 3, don't expect me to figure out that you meant 15. Say what you mean.
49:Last time you hung out with anyone?
Last Monday. Though it was technically an English lesson.
50:Favorite movie?
Don't expect me to pick just one. If I can sit through an entire movie, it's gotta be pretty good.
2) I almost lost a friend over this, but can't shut up about it. If you are a parent, and your kid is over 21... you are not a parent any longer. Your "child" is no longer a child. You may still work together in an economic unit and choose to stay in the same household or run the same company, or anything mutually beneficial like that, but you have no right to treat them as anything but a person fully capable of making independent decisions. Even if you disagree with their lifestyle or other choices, if you force them to take medication in order to make them behave in a way you find more agreeable, you have forfeit the right to be spared from the same treatment. If you can't treat other human beings decently, you do not deserve to be treated decently. Simple as that.
3) This is not my own text but I agree with it, so here goes, on the whole Paris thing:
"I’ve got nothing to say about Paris that I haven’t said twice already in this year alone. It just keeps happening and nothing changes. Muslims kill and maim European civilians in their own cities by the dozen and sometimes by the hundred. Left-wing liberals around the world, in an astounding display of priority, show more sympathy to Muslims than to the victims - with slogans and hashtags galore - #NotAllMuslims, #I'llRideWithYou, #TerrorismHasNoReligion, etc. World leaders pretend to be devastated while continuing to make things worse for their own people with reckless immigration policies, and for Muslims abroad with destructive interventionist foreign policies. A significant variety of right-wingers, conservatives, and nationalists are shown to be invariably correct about their positions - but are ultimately demonised in the media even more than the apologetics and sometimes more than the attackers themselves. It’s gotten rather boring now."
My addition:
Again, if you can't tell the difference between consensual and non-consensual killing, and even worse, can't discern between the real world and a long-dead Bronze Age dude's power fantasies, you have forfeit the right to be taken seriously as a human and are worth using as target practice for people who are new to gun culture, and a source of food for decent people who are starving. I don't care what religion you are, or what ethnicity you are, if you refuse to integrate into a country you chose to live in, you're a hypocritical fucktard.
Saying that all Muslims weren't responsible is not enough. It should be the first step towards separating out those who were and are responsible for any attacks (and other things, such as the culturally sanctioned abuse of women), and bringing them to justice. It would help the peaceful Muslims too, not just the rest of us.
And onto another questionnaire. These things are fun.
Burzum shirt, sweatpants, boxers, fuzzy slippers.
2:Ever been in love?
Unfortunately yup.
3:Ever had a terrible breakup?
By extension, yup.
4:How tall are you?
5'4" (164)
5:How much do you weigh?
Last time I checked, 94 kg. (207)
6:Any tattoos that you want?
Too many to fit on my skin
7:Any piercings that you want?
Nipples, maybe.
8TP?
Mickey Knox and Mallory Wilson.
9:Favorite Show?
Currently Bones I guess.
10:Favorite bands?
Lifelover, Burzum, Dissection, Tool, Cruachan, The Dubliners.
11:Something you miss?
Not caring what the price tag is on stuff.
12:Favorite song?
Changes by the moment, so, whatever.
13:How old are you?
In body, 26. In spirit, about 200.
14:Zodiac sign?
Gemini. I don't really live up to it, lol.
15:Hair Color?
Brown. Too lazy to change it.
16:Favorite Quote?
"I mean, what good is life without liberty?" - Dr. Jack Kevorkian
17:Favorite singer?
It's a draw between Per Yngve Dead Ohlin & Kurt Cobain.
18:Favorite color?
Black. Muahaha.
19:Loud music or soft?
Depends on my mood. I'm usually in a loud mood, though.
20:Where do you go when you’re sad?
My bed. Or a porn site. Or both.
21:How long does it take you to shower?
20 minutes or so.
22:How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
If I get enough caffeine, 10 minutes. If I don't... 10 hours.
23:Ever been in a physical fight?
Who hasn't? Seriously!
24:Turn on?
Blue lips and empty eyes.
25:Turn off?
Long nails. Do I even need to explain?
26:The reason I joined Tumblr?
Someone recommended it, so I tried. Then got stuck.
27:Fears?
All of my fears basically boil down to loss of freedom.
28:Last thing that made you cry?
Can't even remember.
29:Last time you cried?
Ditto. It's been a while.
30:Meaning behind your url
I assume you mean my tumblr url, artfulhomicide. Well, it's kinda self-explanatory - (consensual, of course) homicide done in an artful manner. You know, my favorite thing.
31:Last book you read?
I read about three books simultaneously...lol...
32:Last song you listened to?
Men Behind The Wire, about the 666th time. Fuck yeah, freedom fighters.
33:Last show you watched?
Trying to watch Firefly, but...well, my patience is lacking. Even though it's so damn good.
34:Last person you talked to?
Dad I guess.
35:The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
LOL...strictly professional.
36:Favorite food?
Anything Thai, it seems.
37lace you want to visit?
Highgate, London.
38:Last place you were?
My bed?
39o you have a crush?
Yep. A dead one, naturally.
40:Last time you kissed someone?
A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away...
41:Last time you were insulted and what was it?
Who the fuck remembers, most people, even my homies, insult me by the minute. No fucks given. It happens. Sometimes it's even justified.
42:What color underwear are you wearing?
Dark blue.
43:What color shirt are you wearing?
Black. What else?
44:What color bottoms are you wearing?
Grey.
45:Wearing any bracelets?
Naw. Not wearing much jewelry at all since I've figured out that my incessant itches are caused by nickel.
46:Last sport you played?
Chopping wood counts?
47:Last song you sang?
Men Behind The Wire, again. Yep. Obsessed much.
48:Last prank call you remember doing?
I've never done a prank call. One of my calls was accidentally judged to be a prank call, but damn it, when you tell me to call you at 3, don't expect me to figure out that you meant 15. Say what you mean.
49:Last time you hung out with anyone?
Last Monday. Though it was technically an English lesson.
50:Favorite movie?
Don't expect me to pick just one. If I can sit through an entire movie, it's gotta be pretty good.
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Just some thoughts on the mental health scam
Here's an email I sent as part of an argument. *** No, I'm not letting this go. Let's be real, people don't do or feel things for no reason. What most likely happens is one of these: - "I'm not telling you the reason because I'd be punished for it or at least heavily embarrassed": this is especially true for people who are still owned by their parents (legally and/or financially). In certain households or schools, coming out is not safe; silence is safer, even if it might lead to the adults thinking that you're crazy. Confessing to something illegal is not safe, therefore you protect yourself by not doing it. (Miranda anyone?) This also applies to protecting a friend, and potentially enduring the consequences on their behalf. - "I told you the reason and you denied it": my own example would be cutting - apparently "because it feels nice and costs nothing, and also helps me remember numbers and dates" wasn't a good enough reason for the people in charge, and therefore the conclusion was that "it must be an illness because I don't understand it". (In philosophy this is called an argument from ignorance.) - "I know something you don't, but can't access convincing evidence (yet)": this could apply to "hearing voices" or "seeing things", i.e. sensory information/experience that is not accessible to the interrogator for whatever reason (for example, the subject having unusually acute senses or just being "at the wrong place in the wrong time"). (It's a damn shame this book is not available in English. https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2617221-le-syndrome-copernic - I have read it in Hungarian and it changed my mind big time on the potential veracity of "hallucinations".) But this could also apply to deduction/expertise; for example, due to my extensive knowledge about 20th century history and the sometimes terribly dark interrelationships between ideology and science, also law enforcement and public health (combined with my observation that the common, optimistic belief of the '90s that "history is linear, everything gets better the further ahead we go" is absolutely false), I tend to recognize patterns and similarities in policies and events before these become obvious to the general public. (This is not a bragging point; it's more like a curse. "Those who don't study history are doomed to repeat it, while those who do study history are doomed to watch helplessly as it's being repeated.") And the simplest one, also common in younger people: - "I know my reasons, but don't have the vocabulary yet to explain them." This can be seriously frustrating and it's also probably the reason why poetry and art exists (a lot of teens try their hands at these, even if they abandon it later). Think about how many new words around gender and sexuality were coined in the past 3 decades. Or new technology words. All words are made up by people, and before there is a word for something, it's hard to pin that something down and thus communication about it gets confusing. And of course, when people (especially people with authority) get confused about something, they scramble desperately to resolve the confusion by putting the thing in a box (such as a diagnosis). Even if that box is wrong. "For no reason" is intellectual laziness. Throwing pills (or electric torture, or any other form of punishment and coercion) at someone instead of finding out where there might be an incompatibility between them and their environment* is laziness combined with lack of empathy. If there's "no reason", find out the damn reason. Or just do nothing, let the person figure it out on their own - like I wrote to you before, the micromanagement and monitoring that comes with an accusation of mental health issues can in itself induce immense stress and dread. *: Yes, I still think that sadness, rather than being an innate "chemical imbalance", is a sign of being in the wrong environment. (If a flower withers, do you blame it or give it more/less sunlight and water according to its needs?) Why do I think this? Because when my environment changed, the despair and exhaustion went away with it. And before anyone comes at me with "but I tried that and it didn't work" - the "bad environment" can also include existence itself. Stop treating that as if it wasn't an option.
life be like
1. Once you get over the sense of impending doom, the best way to find your way in a city is to get lost. I mean, that sense of impending doom is gonna be there anyway, because not knowing where you are has an uncanny similarity with being late, but if you are able to ignore it, there is no end to the wonders and treasures you may find. Of course, this doesn't apply if you actually have to find something in time - that's where the combination of crying in front of locals and, where applicable, hooking up to free wifi comes in. (One of the advantages of looking female is that the crying evokes sympathy, rather than disgust or alarm. Most of the time. I would recommend using it sparingly, but that also depends on how close the appointment is in time, and thus the intensity of the panic.) Given no time constraint, getting lost is actually not that bad. Most cities have a somewhat recognizable center, which can be used as a recalibration point: just get on some kind of public
Take on race relations
Legal aliens and love. What is love? "To love is to value", but what does THAT mean? She also said, "People are unhappy because they are unappreciated, not because they don't receive enough alms." I got told I have debts to pay back for crimes someone else committed, and that can't have ancestal wisdom because my kind only can destroy. But my ancestral wisdom is staring at me right there in the fridge - a delicious scurvy and hangover cure called sauerkraut. Everyone is an alien somewhere. I learned how to nixtamalize, and I appreciate you putting it online to teach me. I can teach you this pickled stuff. Trade can be love.
I know poetry ain't your thing, but...
Don't tell me it's wrong to want love in a shape that my core recognizes - not the shape of the iron reins of parental 'love', nor the vague shapelessness of adolescent cravings, nor the well-choreographed dance of puppets on a narcissistic string; no, something simpler, older, and so real that the media can't show it uncensored. I have braided this into my stories before - these pieces of me that I cast into the noise hoping to hear their echoes return to me like a dove with an olive twig. Usually the twigs I get back are false promises, but they are at least a pretty green - for a while. Don't tell me it's wrong to want something so pure and simple as a warm hug and a scalding bullet, just because you're afraid to admit that you want it too. If nothing else, let's pretend you don't hate me as much as every other human does. At least try to act like you accept me as a more transparent reflection of yourself. I know you're only coming back out of an aged loneliness and a morbid
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